Hook
Lordy, Lordy help me find my way
Can’t hide my pain
So I cry some days, ohhh...
So gone hold me then let go so I fall / Fall / Fall...

They done told me that the sky aint grey
But my eyes say
That it is today, soooo...
Gone hold me then let go so I fall / Fall / Fall...


1st Verse
-So much on my mind
Feeling like / Feeling like I’m slowly dying
To all else, I’m seeming fine, but I swear I gotsta go-
I know it’s all on me-
Though I read the script, still falling for the plot twists
Now I’m in a scene clip surrounded by actors
How they roll / I don’t know / Guess I aint practice being fake
Well, that’s a lil judgemental
All gotta plate to eat / Some just digest it better
Plus, I aint see the letter written (scribbled) to themselves
That smile that they gave / Could really be a cry for help, so
Lordy, Lordy help us find our way
But it’s too soon for the hook, so I aint falling for the bait
Just b/c you thinking I'm good, aint gotta stay
Til that gets addressed / I aint sharing my new address, look


2nd Verse
And it aint just me though
Talked to sis and she’s on the same free throw
Shooting bricks
My man’s fam’s jammed gotta plan to get his change up
Other wanted wtfey, but unlikely when she changed up
Same strut-
Other bortha pissed cause the miss that he picked steady trips and gets flamed up
Blame huh? [sucks lips]
Nah, he on the same stuff
Friends losing fam / Now damn...they getting drained up
Homey’s child slanged up / Praying for his pain
Other mentally banged up / Praying for her brain
Bosses / Divorces / Praying something changed
Faith on different courses got me praying for my praying
Xanax to Zoloft
Panics to yo loss
Sorry for it, but you know how many that you better off, then-
That’s an argument I hate
Aint sayin life sucks / Just saying life’s rough sometimes...



3rd Verse
I was speaking on this phone call to a known doll
Who I swear I just met, but yet...she was knowing all
On there going off / Showing off I do that
Charismatic with jokes / When she asked if I knew that I was blessed-
The answer...yeah, but the quest / For progress
On my chest / Gets the best of me
Aint much for destiny
Swear I had the recipe
But he aint even feedin em when missing key ingredients
Believing in my mind / My kind should move mountains
Spend more time trynna dodge my accountant
So many gambles to choices to bets
Give a brotha greif taking pieces from my peace
To beef up the stress though I know they’re both proud
Paused a sec / A tear rolled down
Realized my parent’s lives rise off of mine
Felt like I failed em / A brotha started crying
My crime being since college / Know I had a dream
That they’d see me on the screen like, “My boy, yeah I see him!”`
Slight flex / Move the world w/ my schemes, but they getting a lil older
Moving a lil slower
That’s life
Do it long enough and it rolls up
But I wish I did some more they could hold up
But hol’up / Bigger problems perhaps
Reflected
in my homeboy whose lung just collapsed
Used to sit up in the studio
Him on Don Julio
Me on water fluid, but I still was talking stuipd though
From rhyming to ballin’ to womens
Even joked about death, now I’m praying that his time stretch
I was quiet...
Heard a breath...
Silence kept then she said it’s alright
No reply / I’m knowing what she meant
Should learn from my past and remember why I’m sent
So long as my parent’s double-A R P fly
My boy’s bed ridden, but every day he try
And I’m never blinded by the vision in my eyes.
We going for it all, but please let me go, so I...

So I...